Sometimes what was once normal will change. It won't resemble anything natural any longer. Sometimes the world around us gets crazy. It won't respond properly in a conveiable way. Sometimes things just get a little crazy.
I spend my nights cynical and sardonic. At least my photography retains neutrality. I'm worried for one of my friends tonight, I'm also happy for a girl that is a sister to me, And I'm thinking of another great friend tonight. I'm also thinking of another friend that means a lot to me. And I'm thinking for myself.
I hope they all do fine. I hope I do too...
Who will these people be in Heaven waiting for me? Will they make me feel good?
The things I see, the things I see, the things I see!!! The things I see with these two lonely eyes of mine. How can something be so beautiful yet so far out of my grasp.
I wish this. I wish that. There's never been a time when I had no wishes. When there was nothing more I needed. When I was finally content. When I was finally happy...
I don't care where I am. I don't care who I am with. I don't care what kind of photographic tool I have with me. I will ALWAYS get the best possible shot I can. I love this camera phone.
Do you think you know me? Don't you think you know who I am? Don't you think I know who I am? I don't know me. You surely don't know me either.
But I know how I live. I know how my life goes. You want the slightest clue? Walk in my shoes for a day. It's not pretty, it's not fun, and it's not easy. And it's definitely not what I want my life to be. But, it is my life. And that's how it's going to remain.
...But don't worry. The heavens await in the distance. And you will rise forth from this rock That's tied you down for so long with it's gravity. You'll soar with the greatest of all. Have a little faith, and everything you will ever desire will be yours.
Be forewarned... There's not going to be anything easy about this. It's going to be tough; it's going to be rough. Your complexion will fade, your body will become worthless. The same will happen to your friends. You'll become lost, uninspired, and lonely. But don't worry... [to be continued]
...I promise you. You'll grow older. Your body will change. You'll lose that vibrance, but still radiate beauty. Maybe you'll find something to get you going through the year. But you'll also get much older. All things wear with time, even yourself. But be forewarned... [to be continued]
You've got to spend a little more time growing up. You're still new, vibrant, colorful, and ready for whatever life throws at you. You haven't seen how things will unfold yet. But you will soon, I promise you... [to be continued]
We try and grow so tall in the world that surrounds us. We look so glorious, so strong, so resilient in our habitat While retaining our beauty, integrity, and fragility. And we look so perfect, despite our imperfection.
But there are things larger than us; Things that are beyond our haphazard comprehension and conception. Beyond our trivial and minuscule dilemmas. We don't deserve to be surrounded by such wondrously grandiose grandeur. But this is the world we live in, and we must cherish every nanometer of it. Who wants to live in a palace of gold that is tarnished?